Monday, January 4, 2010


on the last night at mama's house, with the heater running constantly because of the frigid weather and the holidays officially over, it felt deeply like the end to something.

i didn't understand it then and i don't understand it now.  it just felt like things were changing significantly, and i'm still not sure how that is.  nothing really is any different.  i am working at the same places, though i will be finishing the diss. this semester.  it really isn't any different. 

but it feels like it is. 

it was a bit of a fleeting feeling, though very strong. i've learned to listen to those feelings, so i'm waiting for what is coming. 

i have no idea what it is.

1 comment:

  1. Maybe pregnancy? That's the feeling I got when I was pregnant and was heading back to our place from my parents' last year.